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Make me feel better

2008-03-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

Wont you come and make me feel better?
In this gloomy wet sticky kinda weather,
No, really im not asking for a shelther,
I just wish you'd come and make me feel better.

How long how long ,have we tried and tried,
resusitated it again just before it died
but crumbled to dust and blown by the wind,
repeatedly our efforts only managed to cave in.
But right now all this doesnt really matter,
as long as you'd come and make me feel better.

Grief, anxiety, loneliness overrides
swallowed up are our solutions in such fearsome tides.
Im running out of breath and im unsure how long more i can go
having someone to keep you afloat, that'll be good to know,
But right now its alright if drinking seawater makes me fatter,
just as long as you're here to make me feel better.

The clash of words like swords in the night,
a sparring display of how we dont think alike.
I think we've already stabbed each other in our minds
frustration's already way past our limit lines,
disappointment? resignation? i think more of the latter,
and i dont think you'll be coming, to make me feel better.

Circles

2008-03-29T22:37:00.001+08:00

we're going in circles,
round and round we go,
we're going in circles,
and i just cant get your flow.
What goes around comes around
thats how its meant to be,
but i dont think my shout outs are reaching you,
and neither are yours to me.
we're this close to chemistry babe
but in a vaccum can a reaction take part?
we struggle to sing in tune
but an octave away is your heart.
we're going in circles,
round and round we go,
we're going in circles,
how long more, i wanna know

bite at first sight

2007-01-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

our meeting was brief,
and i hungered for her at first glance,
she stood there squared against me,
posing her sturdy stance,
along came a breeze,
pranced through her darkest brown hair
that's when i snatched a whiff,
of her rich aroma staining the air,
as she sashayed closer,
in those matching brown heels
my stomach tickled in anticipation
boy, her looks sure kills
i flung my arms around her,
her skin a velvet cushion as i embrace
a shade of healthy yellow
was the smoothness of her face
i let myself sink into her,
my lips nibbled at her crown
struggling to curb my impatience
as they slowly proceeded down
her taste exploding in my mouth
oh, the seduction of cocoa beans
engulfed by her softness
i couldnt be more keen
breaching her defence,
i found the epic center of her soul
and there it lay,
i've finally reached my goal
smeared on my tongue
thick chocolate bursts of joy
she had satisfied my taste buds
and made me one happy boy

a walk on 10 brilliante lane

2006-09-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

i believe these two souls are miscible
that maybe im not that dense
that the story those glittering prophets tell is genuine
behind that spectacle lense
with two dark umbrellas over their heads
and draped in long black cloaks custom made
their ever shininig enthusiasm never fades
nestled neatly in between them
are tiny doors with which air comes and goes
sometimes they get a bit blocked
when obstructed by your woes
watching those crimson twins
as they fold uniformly into place
revealing a line-up of little white soldiers
each soon to be clad with a brace
your strands drift at the slightest breeze
shrouded in aromatic delight
secured behind a pair of smooth curves
selectively picking out the sounds of the radio at night,
at the sides bouncy cushions
a little chubby i suppose
after a wash of sweat
they glow radiant with a tint of rose
not forgetting those little dots
like little children prancing about a flower field
this lane's such a picturesque view
im sure you cant resist its tempting yield
so why not take a walk
and be lost in this fatal attraction

internal strife and heartaches

2006-09-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

telling myself that the wait ain't that long,
replaying,echoing within the walls of my skull, your favourite songs
they say abscence makes the heart grow fonder,
amount of truth these words consitute i wonder,
never mind the past petty thefts,
from my array of ever-straying emotions,
this time you've laid your eyes on the big prize
and with your loot you're in motion,
you broke into the security of my ribs,
and reflected in your eyes your throbbing trophy lay,
nimbly tending it into slumber,
and just like that you stole my heart away..

though the number of train stations apart may be a sour sixteen,
reunion with my life support you can be sure im keen,
till then i'll be obliterating you from my sub-concious thought
omitting you from my imagination i have valiantly fought,
but conquering your own control tower is a straineous task,
maybe i'll fry it, under the sun i'll bask
submerging myself in pages of information,
chanelling as much knowledge to dam fragments of you flowing in,
however your prescence still overshadows,
in my sleep your voice occasionally makes a din
cant wait till you come and overflow,
the banks of this hovering soul..

An emo composition written in class

2006-08-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

Let your waves come and crash down on me,
and maybe in the foams and seasprays i'll die..
Dont leave me stranded in the blueness of this sea,
it'll make me so sad i'd be too ready to cry..
but what are tears before this ocean?
What is one person's sorrows compared to this world's?
Just drifting, clinging on, to your floating device..
waiting for someone who would be ever so nice..
to fish you out from your sorry state
hopefully your still thriving then, your saviour wont be too late..
the churning of the water's drowning out your "to no avail" weeps
looks like this misery is for yours to keep
Mouthfuls of air as you struggle in a passing ship's backwash,
so much for your distress sign..
hands been soaked for hours now,
tattoed into those palms, wrinkled lines..
will it be?
the dreaded R.I.P?
In destination unknown endless sea?
those teeth of the world out there are really sharp
you'll create a blood fountain if you strum across them like a harp..
will you just try and not end up as shark feed,
surving's not a want, its a need

Glimmer

2006-08-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

So i may not be up to your precise expectations,
Neither handsome nor tall and perhaps a tad too dark,
A surplus of rowdiness and rebellion,
which way exceeds your mark..
i bare my fangs of disobedience
when cornered by opressive strings of derogatory words from above,
to stand firm and be concrete you say,
instead of always prostrating to serve...
your occasional commentary somewhat resembles a jackpot
a tint of exuberance could lead to a sea of distraught..
despite all that is lacking here is my resolve
i'll do what it requires even if it means to evolve
its time to disperse these infantile dreams,
but this sole surviving glimmer i'll protect with pronunced vigour,
enusre it wont come crashing down like meteor streams
For this is something priceless, too valuable to place a figure

The fake stage(you dont wanna be on)

2006-07-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Maybe its just the world revolving the usual way..
being the stage for this oscar winning role play..
this show has been on for way too long
i cant act any more the script's way too wrong
just dont get why there are still those who cling on
the storyline has a bad ending so for these people i'll mourn
im pulling out now and i'll leave no strings attatched
run out the door and keep the lock latched
sorry but fakeness is just not the job for me
if you need another actor maybe you can try barney
he friendly, purple and kids love him lots
what's more he wont argue about who's calling the shots
just asking to be a genuine person
who if given the chance would commit arson
probably spark a fire or two thats all
and it probably just burn down the theatre hall
toast those drama mamas from within
and thats when the showing of true colours begin

wake up time

2006-07-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

been trying to cover the signs of aging
time's passing so fast things keep on changing
guess the time to wake up is now..
before the big test i bow..
i think my mind is getting slow
in it rust has started to grow..
familiarity has been giving me the occasional jab too,
it almost like its deja-vu
hang on dont get knocked off this railway track of time
you wont be able to jump queue so just stay in line
it'll soon be your turn so dont fret
for this obstacle is gonna be the biggest one yet

Dreams

2006-06-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

it feels as if i have lost a dream
a vision i had that was once so clear
something i had wanted real bad
something once to me was dear
i never though i would have gone this far
Chasing something which i know would never be true
but if i had not followed my heart
then i would never know what im capable of, what i can do,
many times my voice went sore
it kept me company in times of bore
and stitched back slowly when my heart tore
like a drug i keep wanting searching for more
im just writing this to those who feel that their dreams are gone
why give up a passion placed in you when you were born
you might not succed even though u give your best
But it will take you somewhere so just do it, dont worry about the rest
Dreams are made for you to follow
no matter how many rejections you swallow
please dont let your dream die
even if you want to just leave it to lie
throw forward your hand and reach for the stars
maybe u'll get a free ride to mars
and if u ever get 2 grab one of them so,
hold on tightly and dont ever let go

a Salute to my absilute sadness

2006-05-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

once again my heart hurts again
knowing this world around me can be so fake
so many lies from your spit-fire tongue
so much potential for hearts to break
relationships can be calm at first sight, like the surface of water,
but there could be conflicts just right below
and there are too many clinging desprately to their floats, makin sure they stay above,
so that they wont get caught in the undertow
just hoping that all of us will not embrace hate towards others
for what you reap is what you sow
for we would just end up licking our bloody wounds
and mending our deepest woes

i dont want this place to be like this
where people go up and whack others with their fists
i want the truth, not the number of lies you said
to be the number of hairs on top of your head
if you had the chance you would have shot him dead
and stained his shirt a nice bloody red
so what about being all lovey-dovey to the guy next door
when 3 minutes later you're conspiring against him with the guy on the next floor (think HDB)
i guess im in no position to talk crap so i should keep my mouth close
or maybe instead i should suck on my toes (eeeww...)
let someone come to dig up this dirty little secret
to help us look upon what we've done and reget
tell the world what it has done wrong,
yeah tell the world that, tell the world that

What I do in class

2006-04-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

Hi, I wrote this while daydreaming in class
hope wont because of this my term position be last
i also want to take this opportunity to thank my class table
if i had a chance on it i wuld stick a label
n the label would go "this is my beloved bed"
really thank you table for always resting my head....

Every second time crawls by
watching the clock's hand move i get high
time seems even more now to pass so slow
Maybe soon it may stop you know
sketched on my table a guy who looks kinda goth
and pretty soon my mind wanders off
im in a forest filled with leaves
leaves that have fallen from the trees
yellow red ones which cover the ground
like those in maple story which are not round
i kept walking walking up and down
oh wait, maple story can only go left and right(2D)
saw a monster quick quick fight
then suddenly around me very bright
lift up my head, oh no wonder english lesson just end
have 2 thank teacher but i lazy 2 stand
im goin back 2 slp now put my head on my hand
n once again im off 2 dreamland!

(this is a tribute to the countless english lessons where the over head projector was being used providing a dark and perfect environment for sleeping and also to the maths lessons where i just didnt feel like listening)

Suga rush

2006-04-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

time 2 put behind d past
wad i was supposed 2 real long ago, wad aint meant 2 last..

i am cookie, u r sweet
i saw u tot u were really neat

wen u shiok shiok u gimme sweet
den snatch it away b4 i can eat
u tink liddat very fun izzit?

im lyk a chocolate cookie
n u broke it apart
took out d sweet chocolate pieces
n replace it wif nut
lyk no wonder now im goin crazy
n my future was lyk lukin so hazy
but now im gonna find my way back 2 my cookie jar
n i'll do my best 2 get dere no matter how far..

time 2 curb my sugar tooth
i du thank u 4 tellin d truth
but 2 much of u will make my teeth fall
time 2 put an end 2 dis all
yea dis time i'll close u behind d door
swallow d key 2 make sure its no more
n behind d door be quiet baby hush hush
im sorri but i'll end dis sugar rush

im bored

2006-04-03T00:43:00.000+08:00

i dun like d way ppl act so fake
n only care cuz ur d only 1 left 4 dem
n wen dey feel ur stucking up deir throat
dey spit u out lyk phlegm
plz take care cuz im fragile
very slpy n not very agile
good at doing tings which i mostly dun like 2 do
i dunno y i said dat out of d blue
i thank u 4 reading abt me tok 2 me
u muz tink im quite bored well i tink u took quite long 2 c
dat yes i m bored n i got noting much 2 sae
im dying here so let me go 2 slp ok
its only 4 d nite i dun intend 2 slp 4 eva
but den again mayb dat wuld b betta

Boat riDe

2005-11-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

i tink its raining ryte over my head
ever since i got out of bed
tots of u have bin pouring dwn
drownin out my sobbing sounds
light drizzle fallin dwn on my face like ur kiss
d 1 dat i had ever so miss
i wasnt d wind whu blew me away
it was u whu really made my day
n d flowin water had pushed u so far frm me
d shower was gettin heavy its gettin hard 2 c
juz b4 i amlost got swept in d long gang(drain la...)
u stretched out ur hand n saved me dis "bung"(im not 1 ok)
u were like my raincoat in d storm
protecting me n keepin me warm
aftr d waters start 2 subside
"wont u come wif me on a lil boat ride?"
u asked, n i took ur hand
n 2gether in d sunset we went 2 tan!

d wrd "bung" in line 12 is a figure of speech it has absilutely no refrence 2 d writer

Wad Now

2005-11-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

My Heart n soul has been rip in 2 Two
1 side says NO, d other's chasing after u
not sure where 2 go on dis road so long
tinkin which way makes me go siao ting tong
im fighting against my stupid self
or mayb its juz me afraid of bein left on d shelf
u came crashing dwn lyk a shooting star
i guessed i din luk ahead so far
wuldnt want 2 lead a double life
gotta end 1 of dem right now wif a knife
im tryin 2 cut away dose scars so deep
but im leaving behind more scars 2 keep
is dere realli no way outta dere
muz i keep cuttin away myself until i disappear in2 thin air
i tink i'll fall n lyk wad d heck
i'll probly end up comin crawlin back
ahh i tink my life need sum slack

...

2005-11-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

It really hurts frm deep inside
I've done wrong n i cant hide
yes i've no right 2 feel pain
ryte now i tink u wan me slain
noting now can enter ur head
wad i sae dun mean a ting
u hung up n aftr dat
nvr again did d fone ring
i dun expect a call
juz wanna sae ppl do fall
n i really din mean 2 break ur trust
but letting u noe im sorri is a must
cuz i am wrong n i let u dwn
juz hope dat u wun put on a frown

GoodBye

2005-09-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

In my tears i almost drowned
never a day where i never frowned
culd still rmb when u left
at dat moment i was deaf
or at least 2 myself i lie
4 i juz din wan 2 hear u say "gdbye"..

i culd only watch ur back
as u walked away
nothing came out of my mouth
even though i had so much 2 say
esp how much i wanted u 2 stay
u had 2 fufill ur duties
dat i understand n i noe
but do i mean dat little 2 u
dat u can juz let me go?
culdnt take it any longer,
juz collasped 2 d floor
n rivers of salty water
out of my eyes dey pour...

when i awake at night,
n deres no sound ,
no1's dere ,
but i can feel u around ..
i close my eyes n i c ur face
n i feel u wrap me in ur embrace
d fragrance of d shapoo in ur hair..
could smell it as if u really were dere
flashes of u, shutterrin thru my head
i started to break dwn, on my bed
keep wonderin if u wuld return safe or if u wuld even return at all
i find myself in d middle of every nite starin at my bedroom wall
nv tot dat tings wuld end up like dis
if only u knew how much of u i miss
guess wad we had was juz meant 2 die
my last wish was juz 2 sae bye....

Dark Angel

2005-04-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

Everytime u hide ur pain
Is wen d guilt in me will stand 2 gain,
Wen i luk into my reflection now,
I c a sinner's face..
I duno how 2 face u so,
i'll bow down 2 ur grace..
im duno wad 2 do,
im not sure wad 2 sae...
May b i shld juz turn,
my back n walk away...
im very confused now u c
2 let loose or 2 hold u tightly
i cant always b, ur dark angel above
watchin over u, n givin u love..

if u asked me,
no my feelings 4 u have not died dats not d case,
im juz hesitant 2 reach out wif my wings of embrace..
Im definitely not dat all mighty n great,
my only regret iz dat i rescued u 2 late,
2 much had happened 2 sae dat nthin went on
2 much evil within us i wish culd b gone
for now i'll shall b quietly going,
hopin in ur heart dat u'll b quietly knowing,
dat wad im askin now is for sum time alone 2 tink,
n dat i'll still always b dere makin sure u wun sink,
4 wen eva ur down or face any kind of fear
dis very dark dark angel will always b here...

last town

2005-04-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

is dere more reason other than for a healed heart 2 break?
how much more can dis damaged soul take?
an empty town im stranded in
everyone's gone leaving behind nthing but sin
broken windows shattered glass,
i gather round at d old church at mass..
2 witness wad is left around
all d mess i have 2 clean
dey all gone w/o a sound
2 4get all d pain dey seen
may b tmr i'll marry my shadow 2 kill d loneliness dat i feel
but i dat noe i cant stay here if i ever wan my heart 2 heal
i pack my bags n get ready 2 go
leave dis place 4 sure i noe...
i'll keep searchin 4 u no matter how long....
i shall keep lukin till u hear my song
if i culd find u now
sumway sum how
den i'll pray 4 us, 4eva bliss
n dat u'll b, d last 1 i kiss

Fate

2005-02-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

2 diff wrlds brot 2getha as 1
Was it juz luck? Or wassit fate havin fun
Peeled apart n stuck on opposite ends
But fate wasnt 2 cruel so let dem back as friends
As helpless dey r as vooddoo dolls
Poke her she hurts, trip him he falls
Spun arnd on fate’s lil finger
Its lyk u juz got no control
Sumtimes inside when d pain linger
Dats when missing sum1 starts 2 take its toll
Wad if dey were nv meant 2 be
Den y did fate let dem meet in d start
N juz aftr dey fell head over toes for each other
Den y r dey left 2 be separated apart
After chances arise,Relationships broken by lies
Being 2getha also brings,Uncontrollable flings
Luv is sumtin dat iz nv 2 late
But still b prepared 4 a twist of fate

Lost at 3

2005-02-13T12:44:00.000+08:00

Trip n fall den got a bloody knee,
juz bot 25 cent ice cream wif mum gimme the moneyy...
Luk up suddenly realise im alone
in hand a melting ice cream cone
mama suddenly dunno go where
turn around onli den she no more dere,
d more i panic d more myself i scare...
start 2 run arnd in triangle,
lukin out 4 her pink pokadot hello kitty hand bag
run in tringale dun wrk cannot find her so start 2 run in zig-zag...
den i saw got funny man holdin a lot of balloon
den i tot mayb can steal dem all den can float up lyk in cartoon..
den balloon bring me high high can c ever1 frm above den can find mummy soon...
oh ya den rmb dat i muz find her quick
was abt 2 turn 2 my ice cream 4 a lick
but everyting all melt alreadi so i throw away
wanted 2 ask 4 help but i dunno how 2 say...
i kena overcome by all dis fears....
my eyes start 2 feel up wif all dis tears....
i cannot tahan ani longer so start 2 cry out aloud
if mummie wuld find me i promise 2 b a gd boy 2 myself i vowed...
den i heard sum1 sae "aiyo yo...
y d hell is ur hand so..."
i turn up n 2 c whu said dat n dere i saw mummiee
i ran 2 hug her but she scream "no u so dirtieeee!!"
wen saw her dat tyme dam happy xia...
n now u shld noe y i so so guai kia...
cuz mother did found me in d end
n my bleedin knee she had alreadi mend
gettin lost wen i 3 yrs old
dats d story i juz told
n mayb if u were wonderin, im tellin dis 4 ur sake
everyting till dis laz wrd is...er... all fake??

Storm

2005-02-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

Black clouds in d sky
still sittin dere wonderin y
a storm is brewin over head
wadeva love left iz now all dead
drops of tears start 2 fall
frm d giant in d clouds whuse really tall
staring out d window at d never-ending rain
peerin at d now empty bed which u had lain...
u came blowin in lyk a tornado leavin me devastated in ur wake...
n u juz flew awaay in d wind sayin its 4 my own sake.....
a lighting bolt struck us in2 two
leaving me w/o a clue
as 2 y my wrld has bcome so bluue
den d sunlight shines n happiness it bring
n den u start 2 hear bird sing
dats wen u gotta let go
of all d hurt u got 2 noe....

Sorri

2005-01-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

Baby im sorri if dats all i can sae...
i really dun mean 2 hurt u in any kinda way,
i juz hope dat u can understand...
as much as i wanna take ur hand,
n tell u dat i really want to,
i dun wan dis 2 end up wif all hurt once more,
ur ques had came juz outta da bluue...
n i hope u dun hate me 2 d core....
if luv iz gonna make me lose a frd,
den i rather b wif u,
but wad if dis were 2 come 2 an end,
den wuldnt it b more painful 2?
if tings were more slow,den may b i wuld go...
if only at dat time u didnt want yet 2 noe....
may b i juz stupid n duno wad i juz lost...
but i hope u wun gimme ur shoulder's frost....

3rd party

2005-01-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

D rain falls dwn a blurry sky,
u come home all spotless n dry...
a car pulled off outside,
i asked u all nite where had u been,
u din ans,
guessed u spent d nite wif him....
u mite tink i dunno,
but i had enuf of u stepping on my toe...
im really gonna leave u now,
and i nv goin 2 come back i vow,
i took my stuff,
closed my eyes tears flowing n ran...
im not abt 2 get cheated,
lyk how d fox ate d ginger bread man,
all dis time,
while i was tinkin u were mine,
and u were dere,
playin me lyk a teddy bear...
in him i still dun understand wad u c,
his looks? his cash? or mayb its juz me?
i admit 2 leave u it hurts my heart,
but im tired of bein played by a u-noe-what..
diz time d 3rd party mite have won
but i noe its betta 4 me 2 b gone...

Troubles

2004-12-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

Dere's 2 much trouble,
so much unrest....
its a tough road ahead ,
but i'll do me best...
we've gone down a long road,,
n had many regrets..
did many wrong tings,
placed many wrong bets...
but dere's no turning back now,
its rebellion all d way...
n we'll fight till our dying day....
fight 4 wad we want
4 wad truly mean
coz dere's 2 much hurt we've seen
once u let go,
it mite nv come back...
wad u really need
a part of u dat lack....
grab it 4 it's ur life,
wad u've been living so long for....
if u dun nab it now
i mite nv come knockin on ur door...
wen ur feelin dwn
go smack urself arnd...
no use feelin sad....
gotta move on no matta how bad...
but du give urself sum tyme...
2 piece 2getha wads left behind...
n head down d road again...
cuz u noe it's not yet d end...

Birthdae Wish(wif extracts of err..eminem's juz loose it)

2004-12-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

i dunno y im feelin dis,
but i juz do...
bet ur probably laughin ur shit out,
noein i still cant get over u...
2morrow's my supposedly big day,
celebratin 14 yrs of life.....
13 yrs of loneliness,
46 days wif u as my wife....
d time we had 2gether,
loved every single bit...
but ryte now all i can hear,
iz eminem tellin me 2 just lose it....
every1 else iz tellin me d same ting so...
but whenever i do manage 2 let go,
u juz keep comin back in2 my head,
d hugs, d kisses, d lies u said...
my life iz stuck here it can no longer advance,
oh shit eminem's comin 2 make me dance,
every1 give it up 4 d birthdae boys,
n papa even got u a brand new bag of toys,
Blow d candles sing a birtdae song,
u only get 2 wish 1 tyme so cannot wish wrong,
i close my eyes n tink of wad 2 wish....
i wish big bully wun gimme a ka-bish,
wait my eyes swollen until luk lyk goldfish...
no no i wish no boy wuld come touch my body,
no i mean grl of coz can touch my body...
wait i tink i'll choose dis juz 1 wish...
i wish dat u will still rmb my bdae
dunno wish so many time le still will wrk not,
but heck la....
hope u after u left me u haven 4got,
dat i still luv u la....
as a friend, a bitch, a lover, my sun, my sea....
u dun hafta come touch my bodiee....
u juz maybbe could wish me a happie birthday...
den may b i culd 4get u n tell d world i turned gay(as in happy, seriously, eh dun luk at me liddat)...

To a Friend(dedicated 2 Li long..)

2004-11-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

A tear shimmerin dwn in my eye,
wif d tots of havin 2 sae gdbye....
ppl mite tink ur nuts 2 go,
ppl mite hate u u noe?
but no matter wad dey all wuld say,
i'll alwaes cherish diz friendship we share...
any hour, second, minute or day,
if u need me i'll still be dere...
even d bestest of frds wuld have a parting way,
n i dunno how much of diz sadeness i can bear...
but f*ck it man lets juz treasure wad we can find,
treasure d tyme we have still now and not wads left behind..
juz wanna sae thx 4 supportin me all along..
thx 4 helpin diz emo kid grow strong...
hope u'll get wad u r searchin 4,
i'll still b waitin ryte beside ur door...
waitin 4 u 2 jio me out,
2 go 2 town 2 walk pointlessly about...
wanna tell u how much im gonna miss ya man,
u've been a gr8 friend and an even greater helpin hand...
so wif all my love 2 u dis i send,
frenz 2dae frenz ryte 2 d end...

Glamour Mama??

2004-11-10T13:59:00.000+08:00

oh ya Glamour MaMa sae,
told me yesterdae,
cannot pose 2 much...
save money buy ~Von dutch"
Pants dun wear 2 low,
alamak cannot liddat wait running de time veh sloow,
den canoe oso veri hard 2 row..
Ask me nail dun paint black wait ppl tink i gay fagg..
so wad if i lyk my hair long
so wat if she own billaBong
Tink rich den can order me arnd izzit
cant even wok on her 2 dam feet
go place oso got sedan chair
lyk she gettin married everytime she go sumwhere
Aiya she onli whole day wear bling bling
Hao lian her diamond ring...
scold me wen i sing...
Being defiant me,
Listen 2 her?lets c...
Ask her wait long long
first let me sing finish my song...

The Promise..

2004-10-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

Promise dat u'll never leave me,
promise dat u'll always be dere..
Promise dat u'll never hurt me,
and dat u'll show me care....
If the world wuld end tomorrow,
den i wuld hug u and nv let go 2dae...
If we culd live 4eva,
den i wuld kiss u n shout..umn..yay!!
of coz dat wuld nv happen,
at least not in our lifetime so...
but i promise i wuld treasure u,
n no i wun let go...
but all i ask...
is to be able 2 feel ur touch
and just ur true love
is dat 2 much?

Moles?

2004-09-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

She was a funkalicious babe,
He was a loser-downgrade...
Dey had sumtin in common though...
a spot? a dot? no a mole...
U find it on madonna's cheek,
n no it wun make u luk lyk a freak...
if Phua Chu Kang was king,
den moles wuld b d in-thing...
d result of a genetic string...
Stacie Orrico has one 2...
n yes its black not blue..
moles r not defections,
dey aid personal reflectection..
ppl r made 2 b beautiful,
so wen u sit dwn on a stool,
n luk in2 a mirror so,
b grateful if ya c a mole..

Da Breakup part II

2004-09-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

Our start wasnt 2 perfect,
We got 2getha pretty early as u can c
but 1 ting i culdnt du was reject,
so i juz let it b....
It turned out preettie gd, n everyting seemed fine,
seriously i hav 2 sae, u really blew my mind...
u were everyting i wanted, n sum1 i tot i had
but along wif d happiness came, sumtin in diz wrld called sad...
wen u told me d bad news...
d lite in my life exploded lyk a fuse....
i culdnt c at all....
n u wun ans my call...
i cried dey n nite,
hopin sum1 wuld c my plight....
my hero came in d form of a frd....
but no i wasnt ready 4 all diz 2 end....
u said u wanted me 2 b whu i really am..
but ur wrds were lyk eatin a sandwich w/o d ham....
dey were so plain, so empty...
i found a torchlite n saw sumtin whic 4 veri long, i culdnt c...
i realize u wernt veri true urself...
i oso realize cryin so much aint gd 4 my health...
i culdnt cry animore anywae,
n im tired of tryin 2 ask u 2 stay...
u dun seem anymore, 2 give a heck,
lets juz sae ur lurve fell slack...
i really dunno how long more i can wait....
lets juz hope dat it wun b 2 late...
so sumdae wen diz nitemares all end...
i hope at least den i'd still b ur frd....

A Ting Called Love

2004-09-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

Wen grl meets guy,
Emotions swirl high...
d feeling, dat u cant find ur feet,
all of a sudden, ur heart skips a beat...
Wen she closes in n pecks at ur lips
or wen she runs dwn ur face wif her fingertips...
how he catches u wen u trip,
or how his eyes nv leave u wen u take a sip...
iz diz how u prove dat love is more den a 4 letter wrd....
dat wen u r in a ting called "luv" u culd fly lyk a bird...
den y du sum ppl sae dat lurve iz dead?
Dat itz juz sumtin ppl made up in deir head?
izzit wen he saes dat he dun wan u anymore?
or wen she saes dat diz relationship iz goin nowhere but in2 d floor?
grr...luv is such a complicating ting....
i tink i rather go n sing....
lovin sum1 mite mean sum1 whu u can confide,
sum1 whu gives u shelter wen u needa hide....
Aiya..wad iz luv? U decide....

D runaway(elopement??)

2004-08-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Close ur eyes...
A kiss on d forehead....
ur bedtyme storiee,
has already been said...
hope u will feel safe,
Noein i'd b here...
so hope u can hav a gd rez,
n may ur mind be clear...
Of anyting dat may make u feel insecure...

Wen ur havin a nitemare,
I'll smutha u in my arms....
Keep u safe all nite,
Frm all dese not-so-real harms...
I'll close ur mouth wif my lips,
if u start yellin in ur slp....
swear i wun bite ur tongue,
dats a promise i'll keep...

Cant wait for tmr 2 arrive,
but d nite juz seem so long...
In d mornin we shall run 4eva, as far as we can,
Regardless of wad we're doin iz right or wrong...
Hop on d earliest boat leavin,
sail away wif d wind....
exactly 18 hrs frm now we'll b watchin d sun hit d horizon,
N on ur shoulder i'll lean....

seein u smile in ur slp,
watchin ur stunningly beautiful face...
hopin dat in ur dreams,
i'd be in dere sum place...
hopin dat wen u giggle,
u'd b tinkin of me...
dun worri my pretty grl,
tmr, tmr we shall b 4eva free....

Missing u

2004-08-01T06:35:00.000+08:00

Im missin u,
missing so bad,
i'll always b here so plz dun b sad...
A white rose,
growing on d beach...
the luv of only 1 person it preach..
paranoia,
grows all around...
hate 2 hear diz sickening sound...
of stupid voices in my head,
tellin me im betta off dead..
mayb in it dere iz sum truth....
im useless n broken lyk a leaking roof...
sh*t holy...im becoming all phoney....
u can let go 4eva or pick me up n hold me...
n hell ya i dun feel 2 gd....
n sorrie guys in a bad mood...
luks up 2 d sky a purple moon...
hopin i'll get 2 c u soon...
wish dat u r here wif I,
at least ur free of my stupid sigh....
haix...lonely nite again....
wif nthin here 2 ease my pain....
ease d pain of a cut in diz heart,
n havin my blood 2 make disfigured art.....
red was stained across the wall....
n d same it was all down d hall.....
i dun even noe wad i did wrong,
so y d hell i hav 2 miss u 4 so long....

Me

2004-08-01T06:12:00.000+08:00

Dis is whu i am, not wat ppl wan me 2 b....
dis is the way i live, and i dun care if u lyk me...
Moz ppl juz live deir life day aftr day not noeing wat 4....
All dey want iz 2 enjoy more....
Wat dey dunno iz dat dey du not live in reality,
Dey live in a wurl of greed n irresponsibility...
life can appear 2 ppl 2 many in a simple way
Luv makes d wurl go round sum sae...
4 her wateva she wanted she got,
Surrounded by material she grew up 2 rot...
He never waz really wat i would call "him",
Pieces of his so-called frds waz wat he seem...
U were everyting dat i could eva tink
we were made 4 each oda and im not gonna let us sink...
I can b ur punki boy toy...
or a War Hero lyk d 1 in troy...
U gave my life meaning,
4eva on me u can be leaning...
I neva hav been normal n i neva will be again,
i'll be ur shelter in d torrentous rain....
i'll be d darkness when dere iz light...
i'll be ur's only in d lonely nite....

2 sides

2004-07-31T16:07:00.000+08:00

drink a glass of sorrow,
eat ur humble bread....
all d tings we shld hav done n all d tings we said...
Was diz supposed 2 help?
Help 2 suppress d pain?
cuz all it did was help me 2,
drive myself insane...
all ur burnin desires....
every materialistic greed...
expect me 2 supply 2,
ur each n every need...
Now i left,
u i nv intended 2 serve....
U had comitted theft,
theft of my luv....

A kiss on d nose,
Pinch at d cheeks...
in d freezer dere it lay my fav chocolate chips....
wen i luk at u ,
starin back at me....
ur eyes were lyk a portrait 4 only me 2 c....
wen i felt ur lips,
pressin against mine,
it was lyk wasabe ice cream,
hot yet so cool all at d same tyme...
to feel ur arms arnd my waist,
it sure adds 2 diz amusing taste...
if u wan i can even pinky swear,
if u need me i'll b dere....

After Da Storm

2004-07-31T15:57:00.000+08:00

Storms over now, d sky iz clear,
everyting's gone now xcept dis last teer...
u came n took away all my fear...
juz woke up frm my sleep,
realized without u my bed's juz 1 big rubbiszh heap
beef sure aint cows favourite food
juz lyk we stayin 2gettha ain gonna do uz no good....
dey sae u gotta move on in life,
im tryin not 2 stab myself wif a knife...
may b a sccisorz would be betta 4 me
i alwayz end up livin d same story...
Dey also said life ain't alwayz fair,
i never realli care,
Butt now it seemz i do, after what i've been thru?
Sumtimes i juz wanna fly,
juz wanna be free lyk a seagull soarin over d open sea...
How come i alwayz seem 2 be stuck,
den lyk go "wat da f*ck?"
Somehow it feelz gd bein tied dwn,
Not able to tink freely or even move arnd...
but stayin committed ain't an E.Z. ting
May b itz juz a fling,
May b it aint worth it givin dat diamond ring...
Hey kiddo over dere,
didn't ur mama teach u it aint nice 2 stare?
i noe itz abt my hair....
im juzz a freak,
in diz lonely wurld
hopin 2 meet my freaki gurl...
in the shadows at least i can find,
an incy winci piece o' mind....
i dun noe how long i can can stay diz way,
hidin me self frm ppl all day...
i've been hated 2 d core..
by diz stupid b*tchy wh*res..
can't stand it anymore...
can't wait till my discrimination become a past,
dunno how long will diz last... ok diz is gettin crappily long...
but hey, dun get me wrong,
itz not dat i dun wanna wryte on no more,
itz juz dat it will turn ur interest into bore,
so dun blame me if ya ur ears get sore...

Da Break Up

2004-07-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

Shine the sun,
shower the rain...
wat izzit dat made me feel so pain...
Izzit whu?Could it be true?
i dun lyk d feeling of losing you...
u didn't hav 2 go, it waz up 2 u,
So y d hell did u choose to?
Now im here, all alone, cryin my blood down to the bone..
dere's no shoulder, left 4 me 2 lean
im not blamin u 4 bein so mean...
We are gone, we r thru..
dere's no such thing as "us" or "me n u"...
i noe deep dwn u don't want dis too...
Don't bother tellin me ur reasons y,
it don't matter no more so all i can sae iz bye...
u sae dere's notin i can do,
makes me hope the love u HAD 4 me waz true...
ever heard Eamon's don't want u back?
when u do listen don't go "wat da heck"...
ya of coz i can still b ur frd,
but iz diz realli d way u want diz 2 end?
thx N.E wayz 4 wat u've done,
i'd never in my life had so much fun..
N whoever's reading dis don't take it to heart,
I wazn't tokin bout' u right frm da start...

If

2004-07-31T15:33:00.000+08:00

If u caN PLzz amuse me, im bored...
If u hate me, beat me 2 da ground...
If u luV me, muz tell me...
If u kill me, plz leave me head intact(WIF da HAir on my head, Never i sae neva touch d hair)
If u kiss me, no tongue k?
If u do a pinky swear wif me, dun break me finga off...
If u stab me in da back, dun freak out if ya c my blood iz black(or sum other colour other den wat itz supposed 2 be...izzit purple?oh rite red)
If u r cryin ur head off, my shoulder's alwayz dere 2 catch ur head...
If u need advice, u'd betta tink twice coz wat i sae izznt alwayz right...it could be left..
If u pizz me off, wait 1 dae n i'll b ok..
If u wanna jump off a building, call me n i'll pei u 2 jump(muz b at least 10 stories high otherwise im goin home n ur goin wif me!!!)
If u tink im crazy, guess wat ur rite n u probably r crazii too if u read untill here
If u have trouble understandin d crap i rite ask me!
If i got notin left 2 rite, dun blame me coz i realli got notin lefta write!!!